I'm back!

Hi! Finally I have the mood to blog again!

Been so busy with my final semester for the past few months, am glad that I’ve passed everything and waiting for my convocation on the 8^th June! I owe everything to Him <3

Well, I always have a lot of plans in my mind after exams. But each time, I will end up lazing around in my house, watching dramas lol. I feel very lazy to go out sometimes, and I prefer to just chill at home. With my dog. #foreveralone

But I did go for a short trip to Redang Island! Sadly I don’t have many pictures with me, most of them were taken by a friend and it is not her practice to upload pictures online so..jwesonghamnida (sorry) guys! Met a hot beach boy in the island..like really hot omg. I wonder why I did not see any beach boys in my first trip to Redang few years back lol.

I wish I had worn a bikini! Lol. I actually went to malls alone the day before the trip to hunt for bikinis but I can’t find any suitable ones. Last minute shopping is not advised! Ughhhh felt so left out because all the girls in the gang wore bikinis and they were super hot! And I wore a two piece swimwear. Covered ones. #killmeplease

Story of my life lol.

 Btw, look! Oh how I miss this place!! Such nice views~ All pictures are not edited can! Taken from Iphone 4s solely <3

Stayed at the Redang Beach Resort. Food was so so, but overall I'm happy with it!

Some night view at the beach

We got to see blue sands at the island. BLUE SANDS. But not much though and we had to continuously rub the sands to see the glow which will only last for few seconds. The best time to see is around July and August according to the random dude at the beach. Ahh didn't snap any pictures of the blue sand! Regretted lol. 

I absolutely love this band! Unfortunately it was their last night to perform when we first came. Wasted wasted! The guy on the left playing guitar is quite charming :P

Got to chill on a hammock the second day <3 Skipped snorkeling that morning because I'm not much of a snorkeling person. 

Evoney and I! Such cutie! 

Le sleepy face with my roommates :P 

Walkway to our rooms

The reception. All the staffs are really friendly and easy going! 

Final snapshot of the beach before I left. 

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Anyway, back to reality lol. I kinda feel lost after my exams because I always feel that my current knowledge in my field is not sufficient enough for working life. My self esteem somehow lowered when I can’t answer questions from my family members or relatives regarding medications. But from what I’ve noticed, many new generations of drugs are being used now, which I did not come across before. I guess lifelong learning really applies to my field hahaha. I hope to gain more experiences throughout my working life so that I would not be so blur anymore. *fingers crossed*

I’ve been finding part time jobs lately but not the ones involving the medical field. You know, those freelance jobs. Ahh I think my profile is not good enough, no proper pictures and experiences in these kind of jobs. I think I’m lucky enough to be selected for a job this weekend, although the working hours were kinda crazy and transportation is a problem. But it is a good chance to experience something new. Not a bad thing right? :P

Recently I have been a little bit emotional due to the extra time that I have to think *zzz* lol. I realized that being pretty and glamorous is not important at all now because in the end it comes down to what is really beautiful inside you. I want to be the intelligent, confident, knowledgeable and independent girl, you know. I actually have more time to read books, feeding my brain and soul with some good stuffs instead of spending it to watch makeup gurus on YouTube and Korean dramas, which I still love to do though. Heh.

And wait! Another thing, I’m really determined to lose some weight and tone up my body! Ahh I can’t wait for those muffin tops to go away and have a better body shape. It’s so freaking hot and sunny right now that it spoils my mood to go out for a jog. Haihhhhh lol. Oh well, Gonna join the gym maybe sometime next month I guess. Bought a voucher from Groupon to join for a month with only RM48! 

I was planning to start going this week but I have to work on weekends now, so I don't have much time to hit the gym and the voucher will be wasted. So much of toning up before my convocation eh :P Not to mention that I have to skip a short trip with my uni friends because I have to work ><

Alright, shall write again when I have the time. I really need to give this blog a new face. Bleh. Annyeong! xx