September Thoughts

Hello! It’s been so long since I’ve updated anything here. I have been so busy with my research, traveling to Seremban EVERYDAY from kl for patients recruitment. Suffering from throat ulcer and tonsillitis. For like more than a week now..it has been taking so long to heal that I’ve decided to take antibiotics :(

I kinda miss my sleeping patterns for the past 2 weeks. Sleeping around 11pm and waking up at 5am. It’s tiring but at least it is better than sleeping at 3-4am and waking up at 12pm? XD Gonna start keying in data into SPSS and then analyse them. Less than a month to complete everything including preparing slides for my presentation. My gosh ><

Anyway, this blog post will be about expressing my thoughts and emotions again. I know, B O R I N G. :P

Those who knows me for a long time now might realize that I’m changing. One of my uni friend told me that I’ve changed. Why? Because I go to clubs and tried shisha. LOL! I guess the good girl image of me is gone? But seriously I want to experience all these before I get old and frail, regretting why didn’t I expose myself to all these. My mum is SO against this, no joke. I’ve only been into clubs twice and those were actually bars/pubs..but have a mini dance floor..I’ve never been into a big one like Zouk and all. Damn, I am barred from going to clubs or what now..not even any other sorts of nightlife!

Gona miss the clubbing outing next thurs at The Butter Factory..I WANT TO GO SO BADLY!!! I heard that it is a very famous clubbing spot in Singapore..and it is now in KL! I want.. :( I tried talking to my parents but there is no use seriously. They wouldn’t allow me because of safety and religious issues. AHHHHHHHH :( I’m too good girl to tell them that I’m going clubbing. Omg getting so rebellious XD

This reminded me of a saying by a friend in fb: “If u end up with a boring, miserable life because u listened to your mum, your dad, your teacher, or some guy on television telling u how to do your shit, then u deserve it.” Sooooo true!

Some pictures of taken at Temptations at Changkat

Me and Elaine!

With the ever cheeky Rach! 

Some random colourful promotion menu lol

Drinks of the night

Getting high on the dance floor (I wasn't there) lol..18sx!

MX and me

MX and Elaine

Imitating MX's signature solo pose hahaha

Group pic. Separation of the sexes LOL

Anyway, bye bye The Butter Factory :'( I’ll visit you some other day. MX said he will smuggle me somewhere once I managed to get out of the house. Show me things that I’ve never seen and expose me to stuffs. Sounded like I don’t know almost anything of the world outside and sadly yes, it’s true. I have never tried macaroons, never been into so many places that I’ve heard of. Or even places that are beautiful and famous but I’ve never heard of them.

Realizing it now is not too late right? Having a bf really can make a difference. We can go explore and do so many things tgt. Well, I still can do all these with friends and family. But the feeling is different, isn’t it? Things would be so much different.

Came through a version of the song Believe by Cher, sang by Ella Henderson in the X Factor UK. Really good. Totally changed the whole feeling and mood of the song. The lyrics were much more meaningful and I can relate to them. Haha emo lol..

True enough. 

Prince charming, where are u? Come soon, I’ll be a really good gf I promise. Don’t come so late, or else I’ll be really angry with u. LOL damn childish and desperate haha! :P

Oh yeah :)

I guess tonight I’ll be sleeping late again. If I have the time, I’ll be posting more pictures instead of wordy blog entry like this hehe..Good night peeps..LM if u r reading this..I wana say that I miss u..wish that the time difference between UK and Msia is closer to each other and we both have better internet connection..take care and I hope to catch up with u soon.. xoxo

But I know that I'll get through this 

'Cause I know that I am strong 
I don't need you anymore 
Oh I don't need you anymore..