Hello! It’s been so long since I’ve updated anything here. I
have been so busy with my research, traveling to Seremban EVERYDAY from kl for
patients recruitment. Suffering from throat ulcer and tonsillitis. For like
more than a week now..it has been taking so long to heal that I’ve decided to
take antibiotics :(
I kinda miss my sleeping patterns for the past 2 weeks. Sleeping
around 11pm and waking up at 5am. It’s tiring but at least it is better than
sleeping at 3-4am and waking up at 12pm? XD Gonna start keying in data into
SPSS and then analyse them. Less than a month to complete everything including
preparing slides for my presentation. My gosh ><
Anyway, this blog post will be about expressing my thoughts
and emotions again. I know, B O R I N G. :P
Those who knows me for a long time now might realize that I’m changing. One of my uni friend told me that I’ve changed. Why? Because I go to clubs and tried shisha. LOL! I guess the good girl image of me is gone? But seriously I want to experience all these before I get old and frail, regretting why didn’t I expose myself to all these. My mum is SO against this, no joke. I’ve only been into clubs twice and those were actually bars/pubs..but have a mini dance floor..I’ve never been into a big one like Zouk and all. Damn, I am barred from going to clubs or what now..not even any other sorts of nightlife!
Gona miss the clubbing outing next thurs at The Butter
Factory..I WANT TO GO SO BADLY!!! I heard that it is a very famous clubbing
spot in Singapore..and it is now in KL! I want.. :( I tried talking to my
parents but there is no use seriously. They wouldn’t allow me because of safety
and religious issues. AHHHHHHHH :( I’m too good girl to tell them that I’m
going clubbing. Omg getting so rebellious XD
This reminded me of a saying by a friend in fb: “If u end up with a boring, miserable life because u
listened to your mum, your dad, your teacher, or some guy on
television telling u how to do your shit, then u deserve it.” Sooooo
true!
Some pictures of taken at Temptations at Changkat
Me and Elaine!
With the ever cheeky Rach!
Some random colourful promotion menu lol
Drinks of the night
Getting high on the dance floor (I wasn't there) lol..18sx!
MX and me
MX and Elaine
Imitating MX's signature solo pose hahaha
Group pic. Separation of the sexes LOL
Anyway, bye bye The Butter Factory :'( I’ll visit you some other day.
MX said he will smuggle me somewhere
once I managed to get out of the house. Show me things that I’ve never seen and
expose me to stuffs. Sounded like I don’t know almost anything of the world
outside and sadly yes, it’s true. I have never tried macaroons, never been into so
many places that I’ve heard of. Or even places that are beautiful and famous
but I’ve never heard of them.
Realizing it now is not too late right? Having a bf really can
make a difference. We can go explore and do so many things tgt. Well, I still
can do all these with friends and family. But the feeling is different, isn’t it?
Things would be so much different.
Came through a version of the song Believe by Cher, sang by Ella
Henderson in the X Factor UK. Really good. Totally changed the whole feeling and
mood of the song. The lyrics were much more meaningful and I can relate to
them. Haha emo lol..
True enough.
Prince charming, where are
u? Come soon, I’ll be a really good gf I promise. Don’t come so late, or else I’ll
be really angry with u. LOL damn childish and desperate haha! :P
Oh yeah :)
I guess tonight I’ll be sleeping late again. If I have the time, I’ll
be posting more pictures instead of wordy blog entry like this hehe..Good night
peeps..LM if u r reading this..I
wana say that I miss u..wish that the time difference between UK and Msia is
closer to each other and we both have better internet connection..take care and
I hope to catch up with u soon.. xoxo
But I know that I'll get through this
'Cause I know that I am strong I don't need you anymore
Oh I don't need you anymore..
