Rant, Random

Can I just rant out my frustrations and anger now. *frown* I don’t know why but I don’t like “small gas” or self-centered people. I know they might have problems themselves and their own frustrations and dislikes but what about me? Different people have different characters, behaviours, worries and requirements. Why are you being so serious, picking on small matters and make a big issue out of it? I don’t understand. Please, grow up.

Ok I shall not dwell in this matter. Haha..as promised, some matters don’t worth to be mentioned. :) Time is said to heal all wounds.

Now, talking about wounds. *teary eyes* CJ (my adorrrable pup) has left some free tattoos for me. Scars la haha XD it’s because of his nails..we can't send him for grooming because due to his cough, he has not completed his full vaccination. 

Whoa I tell u, his nails..so SHARP and LONG. Damn pain T.T

I have minor scars here and there on my left hand and just got a fresh scratch earlier on my right hand. A long one. No eye see because I have a long scar on my left leg now due to a scratch quite some time ago..it’s quite serious..very visible scar..there goes my leg *sobs*

Can’t really take it anymore.. :'( we have the nail clipper for him but we don’t wana take the risk to clip his nails ourselves as we don’t have any experiences of doing it. Later bleed how? Heart pain lol. It’s very hard to get angry at him for long because he is just too cute. 

Oh yes, he is teething so he tends to bite. Bite HUMAN besides items. Lol..it’s not like those aggression kind of bite but it is so painful..his teeth is just so sharp..so painnnn..can’t really train him in this..I'm afraid that as he gets older he’ll learn to bite more aggressively and all. Haih..having a pet is not an easy task. Really. But so cute :')

How to resist haha

Btw, I have been eating a lot of sweet stuffs and not exercising. Cannot cannnot! I want to have a body like this.

*whistle* :P

Earlier I came across Boa’s latest MV (I think)..called Only One. I felt that her dance moves are so sexy. I wish I can move like that. My body is like a log of wood. Blamed my parents for not sending me for ballet classes when I was young *LOL*

I don't mind learning how to dance but I don't dare to try because I'm really stiff. And self esteem got lowered by a friend because she laughed at me when I tried to dance in the club once. haha fml can. 

Been trying to be as happy as I can these days. Still VERY lazy and procrastinating. Bahaha..nvm la enjoy when I can before I get really busy.. :) 

Selca of the day :) 

Will update my blog soon. Till then, take care readers. (LM WQ) HAHA! Gdnite!

:)

Listening to Mindy Gledhill songs..particularly loving “All About Your Heart”..although I have yet to find someone whom I can dedicate this song to..but loving this song a lot because her voice is just so soft and soothing..lyrics were meaningful too! <3

I anticipate what and where God will lead me to next in my life.

Until God opens the next door for me, I'll praise Him in the hallway.

One day, I hope to dedicate this song to my future man. LOL. Good night! 

It's not about your scars, It's all about your heart..

Random

Here I am again, suddenly have the mood to write something here. Haha..I am supposed to sleep right now..made a promise to myself to try to sleep earlier every night but I know it is hard..been sleeping earliest 2am since a year ago I think? Bad habit!! :(((

This sem will be my second last semester already. Sem 7..time really flies eh..i still rmb the struggle in sem 1 and now, here I am in sem 7. Currently doing my survey-based research on sleep and its correlation with the health-related quality of life among women with diabetes *heh long title :D*

Need to recruit 160 non and 160 diabetic women! =.= Soooo many la..now starting only but im still so blur..trying to ask around but mostly my mum helped me since her friends are all around my target age range (35-75 yo). Sometimes I wish I am not that dependent on my parents. Cz…nah I shall not reveal my secret here hahaha.. :P But I am working on it though! Trying to earn some cash now also..started to work part time few months back..  :X

Why I still take things lightly this sem..last sem’s result was pretty bad..duno whether can I pull up my cgpa anymore higher..last 2 sems already..will try my best :)

I duno y I started seeing a lot of proposal videos and news in fb of friends getting engaged. Wtf I don’t even have a bf yet. Haha..i’ll usually start tearing up when I watch those proposal videos in youtube @.@ Sometimes I wonder what is God’s plan for me (I know I should not question!) But I’m sure He has a reason for me to be single right now. Eh, really no bees also ok. At times feel kesian u know T.T

Anyway, I went to a beauty workshop called the “Barrier Repair” last Saturday. My friend Elyn took me along (thank you!!)..she won a free entrance to the workshop from a lucky draw after buying their products  She told me that the workshop might be so-so only but in the end, the workshop was FUN!!!

Me and Elyn!

I think it is because most of us got to DIY. Not just merely talks and all. We got to try their products from makeup removers to the last step, night cream/moisturizing milk. We even have about 15 mins of mask session. This is the first beauty workshop I’ve ever been to and idk whether all these are common? LOL

I didn’t edit the pictures *lazy again* all pictures are taken with iphone

Ms. Jade (lady with the white cardigan) communicating with the audiences before the start of the workshop

See, so nice right.. :D

They are so kind to provide and teach us about various makeup tools, bb creams, sunblock, eyeliners application etc before we head out of the hotel. Definitely learnt something on that day!

I bought the makeup remover (cleansing sebum)..i really liked their eye makeup remover but didn’t get it since it’ll not be that useful for me. Seldom have heavy eye makeup..all I know is to draw basic eyeline and put on mascara. I don’t even draw my brows :D but I have the interest to learn makeup ok! Youtube is my fav place to update myself in beauty (love it). One day, I shall go for makeup classes :DD

Hmm my review is that among all the products, I like the eye and normal face makeup remover and the sheet masks. Face feel fresh after using the makeup remover and it is supposed to cleanse, tone and moisturize at one go. SO convenient esp on travelling. Their best selling item is the sheet masks if I'm not mistaken..it fits and adhere to you face better than other sheet masks, particularly on the nose area. Its function is to have deep penetration of hyaluronic acid into your skin and it is supposed to give lots of moisture. So far Im doing good with this mask because it doesn't give me the sticky feeling on my face and doesn't irritate my sensitive skin. Got 5 sheets of these as a free gift! 

Ok I guess I should stop here..feel like being long winded already..haha..it is almost 2:30am right now and I guess it is time for me to sleep. Good night all! <3

Just saw one of his friend tagged him in fb. Oh God why, my heart still skips a beat whenever i see his name. Still cant forget. Period.